love

what i feel inside???
I don't know what i truly feel inside. I get mad, because i cant figure out. Did you ever felt, when your brain doesn't fit to your heart? Because i do feel it, NOW!!

My heart i beating faster when i saw him, feel happy when i know he went online. Feel curious when he text or chat me. I am always thinking of him. Where is he or what he is doing right now, right there, even though he didn't desire me, think of me, maybe.

Did i fall in love? or just feel .........................

I will do everything to always beside him, want him so much, to feel how warmth standing  beside and hold on by someone that u love, hug by someone that u care some much and kissed by someone u deserve to.

OH GOD, i really fell in love!!! but i don't desire it! i don't want to fall in! NO!! DON'T WANT!

and i cried just because i know, yeah i did fall in love and i cant pretending not.